dfdchick666

its funny when everyone around you is crying and being upset about leaving high school. well i wouldn't say funny. cuz i can see why they're crying. i couldn't cry a tear. maybe cuz i didn't want to or maybe the fact that i can now start my life the way i want to, a new begining in a sence. sure i'm sad about leaveing friends, but seriously... your real friends will keep in touch with you, the others, well who cares? life is to short to worry about those you'll never get to see again. and if your worried about not seeing them, then call them up and hang out with them (i know, not as easy as it sounds...). the school setting will be missed tho. the envirorment its self and the crazy things that happen there. that is something to really miss. all your friends together hanging out at one place. i remember how at the end of every summer i was begging to go back to school. i don't think this summer will be different. sad thing is i don't have a school to go back to. or friend to hang out with there. it is all very upsetting.
Carver has been an amasing 4 years of my life. i don't know where i'd be without it. i'm proud to say "I'm a Carver Center alumni"

whoooo class of 07!!


camping with Cheyenne and Mike (senior week): June 8-11
last day at the Dollar Tree: June 13
sculpture BBQ: June 14
road trip with Nonny: June 15-22
leave for Maine: June 23

i must say the whole hype about your wisom teeth wasn't that great. mine went out fine and the pain wasn't all as great as i emagined.

if your getting them taken out GET IV SEDATION. the stuff they gave me before hand to calm my nerves was pretty much the best thing everr. anddd percocett is pretty kickass untill it makes you puke all the quagulated blood out in your stomach :-/

still swollen after 5 days and the pain isn't much of a pain then it is like a headache. its fucking annoying. and the taste in my mouth is horible. i've felt pretty much dead for the last couple days haveing to stay in bed and not being able to eat anything with out being sick.
i'm really not ready to go back to school but i know if i don't someone will kill me :(


oh oh did you know we graduate in less then 2 months?!

go me. i feel like i've been a bitch to everyone this week and i really don't mean to be.

i get to get my wisdom teeth removed next month. the top ones are 50 percent in my sines which is a whole different surgery.

Nicks mom gave us the best gift ever and told us she'd pay for him to come down for prom, the whole thing :). i still love that lady.

yeah braces pretty much suckkkk.....

this will probley be the saddest most eventful nights ever.

this is going to be an experience.

i think i've decided what i'm going to do after high school. i'm going up to Maine getting a job and doing community college for ether management/busines, massage therapy or something anatomy based. i'm also looking into going to Haystack which is a craft school. it has glass blowing and stuff so i'm going to aplly there. my goal is to stay up there for a year and if i don't like it i can come back down, go to college here and save till i can aford my own place. this will give me the chance to be on my own for once.
Nick already found a house we can rent up there and his mother is going to help us with school stuff. as long as i have a place to stay and a job things should be good.

New Years was great we watched this fucking metal show on cartoon network which is the shit. was great to spend it with someone i love. it was the first new years i got a kiss at midnight :)

work is going well. i already have a grand saved in the bank. christmas is over so it should be slow again thank god.

school has been fairly well. i'm trying my best to keep up but it doesn't look like its going to happen. 5 more months till graduation.

yup all is well so far.

DFD aren't playing in Nov with Cattle Decap now. kinnda disapointing. i'm kinnda upset there will be no show around halloween to go to this year ether, other then MC Chris that is.

it still stands, Mrs. Rhonda makes the best blueberry muffins EVER.
that is all. thank you

i have 2 jobs now. yes thats right 2 jobs. and on top of that 3 art classes. this year is going to be murder, at least for the first half.

i actually did do one of my homeworks and finished it. i've never really done that before. it was called on first for critic too which will always give you an ego boost.

i'm happy how things are going so far. its mostly going to be an all work no play kind of year. i have some vacations set in mind but nothing to long.
thinking of going to Philly with Jake to visit Steph.
thinking of going to Maine for a weekend to visit some schools.
thinking of staying in NY, when we go there for our trip, for a night.


i've just been really tired lately. i have no ambission to learn how to drive ether. need to do that before next summer.
i'm surprized i'm not stressed out yet.